Why Feeling ‘Special’ Matters: hash tag “music”

by Kael

I remember a short animated movie(I guess it was You are special) I watched when I was kiddo.

At that time, it felt like such a powerful and comforting message. However, as I grew older, the concept of “specialness” started to feel vague.

“You’re special” — phrases that can be both uplifting and a little confusing. Sometimes, it feels like it’s meant to be a compliment, but other times it seems confuzzled(confused+puzzled) or even patronizing. Honestly, that word was not for me.

After more than 20 years, questions suddenly popped up. Thinking about it more, I’ve realized that “special” really boils down to one thing [DIFFERENCE]. It’s not about being better than anyone else; it’s about being truly, naturally myself.

Philosophy of my life – Kael (video is upcoming..)

Lyrics
[Verse 1]
This is the philosophy of my life
Running to the end in my own style
Even when I reel, I’ll wear a smile
Creating philosophy of my life

[Chorus]
This is the philosophy of my life
Through every turn, I’ll face the fight
Even if I fall, I’ll rise with might
This is the philosophy of my life

[Verse 2]
This is the philosophy of my life
Racing to the end through every trial
Even when I fall, I’ll rise with style
Designing philosophy of my life

[Chorus]
This is the philosophy of my life
Through every turn, I’ll face the fight
Even if I fall, I’ll rise with might
This is the philosophy of my life

[Bridge]
This is the philosophy of my life
Driving through the dark, I see the light
Even when I reel, I’ll stand and fight
Refining philosophy of my life

[Chorus – Climax]
This is the philosophy of my life
Every breath burns, I keep the fight
Even if I break, I’ll shine so bright
This is the philosophy of my life

[Outro]
This is the philosophy of my life
Living every moment in my style
Through the highs and lows, I’ll run the mile
Inventing philosophy of my life

[Climax-ad-libs]
(oh~uhhh..oooh~)
Every scar I wear ignites the fire within
Ashes I may become, His words will save my soul

[Chorus – Climax]
This is the philosophy of my life
With every breath, I conquer the night
Even if I stumble, I’ll guide my flight
This is the philosophy of my life

[Outro]
Feels in my soul I’ll break the chain
Chasing dreams with fire I’ll bear the flame
And every shadows cast, I’ll find my way
This is my life, come with me

[Verse 3]
This is the philosophy of my Life
Enquire strength I’ll claim the night
Even when I falls, I’ll rise and fight
This is my philosophy of my life

[Final Outro]
Inventing philosophy of my life
(oh~uhhh..oooh)
(oh~uhhh..oooh~)

Every person has their own philosophy. It is a unique way of looking at the world. It is a way of living that’s entirely their own. That’s the true charm of who they are. This philosophy doesn’t need to be explained; IT JUST IS.

It’s something that makes each of us stand out, even if no one else notices. And here’s the kicker — it’s priceless. It’s the value that can’t be bought.

The trouble is, in the rush to get through life, many of us lose touch with this personal philosophy. We’re so busy surviving and hustling. We pay bills and chase after the next thing. We forget to stop and ask ourselves: “What do I really believe? What makes me? WHAT? ME??” That’s where the danger lies — in not taking the time to discover what truly drives us. It’s like an unseen poison to the soul, slowly eroding the very essence of who we are.

When we finally find our own truth, though, that’s when we start to shine. That’s when we stop trying to fit into someone else’s mold and begin to thrive in our own. So, when I say “You’re special,” it’s not a throwaway compliment. It’s a recognition of that unique philosophy — the one that’s yours, and yours alone.

WHAT’S YOUR PHILOSOPHY?

This song? It’s about that my philosophy, in particular.

I really hope you enjoy it too!

Actually, we both of us were really sick(ER)… so there was no uploads..!

I wish someday I make cinematic music video? lol…

(kinda thinking of using unreal engine 5.(x) and combining with other stuffs…)

Also, SLM sessions are also coming up.

[SLM], data crawled/gathered, it’s uploaded in Huggingface, we’ll use LLAMA3.2(rather than LLAMA 3.1 (way better in Korean, so less effort seems needed in training ADDITIONAL “KOREAN”(which is such a headache and.. :D)

Data-finetuning to-do, and utilizing.

Also upcoming [What’s and how to use vector DB, RAG, few-shot-Cot, AutoCoT, etc]

Using Langchain(for actual devs) & Langflow (for quick testing, neat UI, easier to use, non coder)]. This is not the only way of doing it. However, at least you can save some money and privacy plus, subscription costs I guess.

The ultimate goal is to improve response quality. This process optimizes the question-answering flow. I call it as the “(IPS)internal prompt system” This term captures the essence without the need for a lengthy explanation. Since both of us are juggling with work and blogging, uploads may be a bit slow. I appreciate your understanding!

When we finish doing the legal part, I wish to try medical part.